Welcome to a fraction of my mind.Just a girl with a passion for writing, love for photography, lust for architecture, enthusiasm for science, craving for knowledge and an appetite for life. I now have a Confessions tag, as you can see in my links below. If you have a confession you'd like to share, don't be afraid to share it with me anonymously. I will not judge you and I will share some advice if you'd like, but I will not put you down no matter what you confess. Go ahead and speak your heart, admit what you can't admit out loud. I'm always here to listen.
Ohhh good question, I have quite a few actually. Grade 12 was a huge disappointment, I had sort of a falling out. Many little events happened during my senior year that really brought me down. Prom was actually a disappointment. None of my friends listened to my plans for prom and in the end it turned out to be a ‘I told you so’ kind of thing. Plus I had other personal issues going on that night. Earlier this year I became a huge disappointment to myself. I didn’t know what I was doing, where I was going, etc. I didn’t know anything. I felt stupid, ugly, irrelevant. I felt useless, unwanted. I was a big ball of disappointment. But now I realize when things seem like they’re falling apart it’s because it’s putting you together for something else in the future. But I’ve found my place now, I know where I’m going. I’m happy.
Also, one of the biggest disappointments that still makes me grind my teeth is when I was accepted for the assistant position at the OVC Small Animal Emergency Clinic but I still needed to get my rabies vaccination. BUT of all times, there was a shortage in Canada and I couldn’t get my shot, meaning I lost the position. I know if I got into that job it would’ve changed my life but I fucking lost that opportunity because there was some fucking shortage.
I remember one time Thomas was licking my elbow while I was talking and I literally did not feel or notice it until he told me
You’re so cool for taking the time to sarcastically message me you know that? You are such a wonderful and kind hearted person for degrading me because of my idea of a good day. I’m not sorry I think a good day is being called beautiful by strangers I don’t know and then seeing my mother whom I haven’t seen in a month and finding the perfect pair of jeans and buying new shoes. If you don’t think that’s a good day then golly, I hope things are okay for you. I hope you have a great day today.
I was complimented multiple times today, Mother came down to visit and we ate and shopped and caught up and I found amazing clothes for amazing prices and I officially have a favourite pair of jeans which is fucking awesome. Man what a fantastic Thursday
These people that sit behind me in class called my name and I turned around and the one guy was like, “We’ve come to an agreement that you’re a beautiful person” and then the girl next to him was like, “Yeah, you’re very pretty” and then the first guy continued, “I mean we’ve been staring at you all semester” and the girl interrupted again, “But don’t feel awkward or anything”